bt just told us some stuffx.
and
i know,
we cannot show how depressed/sad/whatever u name it.
however,
we are still humans,
who loves wad we are doing,
and
obviously, we are trying to strive for the very best.
when we know,
this is just the last step to it.
whatever it is,
strive till that very day..
and,
we must continue to stay strong..
yea




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thx ellise.
thank u.
and ivan too.

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i think tt,
adam khoo is taking up half my time.
sigh..

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i also know tt everyone is tired.. lets just jiayou for this last lap yea?
=)

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gone`
10123456786513456789765432 hmwks undone.
well.
yea.

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u noe,
im so glad we had our heart to heart talk.
yea.
i really wanna cry alreadi`.
........

im sry..










ok
ytd
christopher came to css to help our section
rawr.
he says we're better than st. pats?
fake one lah`.
zzz.
so fake LAH~!
aiya.
ytd, sectionals.
e whole sound so diff can!!!
i love ytd's sound
i think today all of us were tired alreadi..
oh wells.
dear section,
pls take care of urself kk.
dont fall sickk..


this morning,
tingting's talk was so inspirational.
cool
i hope all of them have the same mindset now..
its just 16 days,
PLEASE.


rawr.
rawr.
rawr.



im sry kor..
i was hardly ever there when u needed me`.

yo.

9th april
1ST DAY ,
8TH BAND.
the day for us.


meow.
cool eh?


BUT
after us,
got swiss cottage,
tk..
and yuhua.
rawr.



eh.
PLUS HOR.
1st day right,
6 o clock den results come out LEH.
faints
ours in the morning..
still must wait..
scary neh`



hello balugu person, pls take care of urself! =.= sick , go slp lah...
rawr.



cool.
cheryl showed me a clip.
its encouraging.
www.the-race-movie.com
whees.
i read emo fren's blog.
im so inspiredd can..
rawr.
i need to study too.
im laggin behind le`.
slpy`



nights.


18 days.
rawr.

ah well.
im in com lab right now,
Mr methias din come to school today
den
i slept through for 1hr lor..
so shuang can...


didnt have a good slp last night.
thanks to u .

rawr.
i got a dasao alreadi... =)
whaha.

should i be happy dat ull just leave me alone in future?
or should i just die=.=
oh well.

thank u , chel, cheryl, funny fren, joyce, verna, gd fren, amanda.. um..
yea
thank u pple =)








thank u MR TAN!!
for getting me tutor this fri
i cant wait for christopher to come man!!
can learn new stuffx
WHEEES.

why din u ask me earlier
if not i wld have gone`

u asked me wad time i was slping.
ah
well.
i waited..
u nv did call.....
neither sms..








wads wrong wiv the world manx?!
wads wiv, "he said u not free, so we din ask ....."
wad the...
twice alreadi.
sucks`






nvmm.
im so into the emo thing now`
only u will make my day ~








omgosh,
thank u chel k,
i really miss u!'
we needa talk real soon =)
study hardd!



anw.
thanks cheryl =)
understanding how i feel.
i guess this is girls' stuffx manz`










nights

again,
u left me alone
how wonderful
xiguan?!
no,
not used to it yet.
i really miss those days`.
sigh
tmr sch's re-opening.
i think im gonna be sooo emo ag.














thank u shepherd,
for spending ur whole afternn wiv me at my house..
studying,
while my cousin came over..
thanks `
i love u =)








blah




blah




blah








i need someone to talk to...`
oh wells.
nvmm.

this sucks lah
i hate u for not replying me.
i hate u for not talking to me.
i hate u for ignoring me.
i hate u for trying to be ignorant of everything.
i hate u for not helping me.
i hate u for everything.

YOU!
were nv once like tt.
u did reply my msg,
u did talk to me
u didnt ignore me
u didnt ignore everything around u
u didnt say no when i asked for help
U WERE NV LIKE THIS.


im beginning to be childish to hate u
but,
if u dont care,
i care more
i really hope dat one day,
we could just go out again like last time, and talk things out.
and ill just start crying.

online,
u always replied me no matter how busy u were.
i dont know wad is going on in ur life right now.
and u always say,
"talk to u soon k?"
OH MY GOSH CAN!.
u nv did talk to me ag.
and tt time,
we cld even quarrel over a small thing.
and u said,
"sorry , pls understand.."
tell me how am i suppose to understand u,
when u dont even tell me things for nuts' sake.
and we dont even communicate?!?
crap can!
HOW?!
how to?!?!
sucks kk`.


i dont know wads going right now in ur mind.
i dont know
we just dont seem to click anymore.
i think its just over`
our pact is gonna break soon.
cos u dont care.
u said nv to leave each other alone.
u,
left me alone first.
sucks`.
and im the one who initiates the talk
and
u are the one who always ends the talk.
BLAH.`

emo`
nv the happy me anymore`

screwed.


their horn sound is bleh.
okay,
bt called me,
we talked for quite a short while, but there were many things in the convo
i noe wad to do le..
hornssss.
pls jiayou kk.
do it for the sake of yourself,
and the music u wanna make,
pls,
i know u all are working hard.
i know u all can do better
and
i also know tt i we can do it..
=) work hard!
chiong for the last 3 wks plsS!


i love my section
full stop.






ass.
if u dont like it, just give it to others lah
whatever.
if u like to speak to me in tt dam tone.
go ahead,
go away .









kor`
hope u enjoyed ur bday man! =)
update me soon yea?
=)
<33s





heh.
thank u may =)
i know today's solo i did okay onli..
but thanks for the encouragement!



OK,
ANOTHER THING IS
LILING!
I AM PROUD OF U!
but pls work hard in ur own horn playing!
jiayou.


haha,
i think hanxuan is so funny. =X
oops
he gave me a present..
den it's called horn chocolate.
hahaha.


whees.
i feel so =.=
cos,
we are progressing at a very slow rate.
=.=




OH NO.
I FINISHED MY TASK ANALYSIS!~
yay.
BUT
MUST CHIONG CHINESE!!!
MAN!!!













anw,
leaders`
thanks for working so hard these few days.
all of us are just tired and worn out alreadi.
special thx to xm and amk..
=)







tues.
bt not coming.
he's going for balloting
PRAYS HARD MAN
=.=
tt we get a good day.. -.-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR! =)

okay, i think tt today was screwed.
okay fine.
my fault for not checking the perc. shit.
why no one ever told me tt they were sitting outside rotting?!!
CRAP
blah.
initiative,
WHERE THE HECK IS IT!?!
ok,
crap.
why din anyone come and take the key from me.
okay,
now everyone gets blamed for it.
BLAH

I,
ONE PERSON
RUN UP AND DOWN SO MANY TIMES.
shit sia
before i even went for MY sectionals,
i ran ALL OVER THE WHOLE AREA TO MAKE SURE EVERYONE WAS SETTLED DOWN.
okay, yes they were.
AND I JUST DIN CHECK PERC.
CRAP
BLAH










SHIT
















nxt is tt,
demo band.
horns,
BLAH
i din hear anything nice,
ass.
u said u no need prac,
sight read can liao lah hor,
IN THE END
also screw up
i wanted to hear some nice horn parts,
BLAH
okay.

my solo = crap.
how
i dont like how i sound
but bt said its nice'
ass.
u pull me to bt there to play.
shit man
blah
HUH!??!
wth.



okay,
at least i can tell tt u actually like it very much
yay
=)
at least i called to rant at u for like 5 mins.
okay,
and u got scolding ag.
for not bathing.
heck lah
stinky pig
its been long since we've talked
u are so busy,
and i am too, busy
but, can u like at least reply my sms-es,
ASS.
u dont even bother to reply MY msg.
u shld just throw away ur hp LAH.
whatever.


nth else
i feel so tired,
slpy
legs wobbly
ah,
oh well










WHERE'S THE trust IN EVERYONE?!?!
DOES THE WORD trust EVEN EXISTS?!
oh my gosh lah`
tooters







peace








relax








ah well








i really miss the nice horn sound









U
extra
alexander only mah
nv play b4 ah
shitter.



oh well . nights den.
full stop.

ok
dead tired`


i stink lah.
running here and there.
ok, not as much as tingting.
no stamina sia`
i just feel so tired.
lips tired.
ok,
maybe its my mind
i just feel so..


i feel so.. cheatedbyher
she seems so nice to me.
and another girl tells me dat she's been doing all the bad stuffx.
i feel so =.=
ARGH
well


i screwed my solo up today
heck
stress?
man
crazy
i think im crazy


not looking forward to tmr.
=(
nvm
full stop.
THE END of this








why WHY WHY
cant pple just live happily and peacefully
man.
DONT TELL ME COS ITS HUMAN
argh.
shoo.
go away`

i feel so ps-ed too.
=(









anw..
had dinner wiv peggy.
that pig.
forever saying she's tired
and wanna slp
enjoy going out wiv her.
laming and stuffx
can easily make me forget abt everything for tt moment,
but after tt, everything goes back to normal..


thank you emo fren`
i needed tt hug so badly.
ying`,
ure really very nice..
=)
rawr.

good fren= zhiyang =) , i miss talking to him!
emo fren=liyingg`, i love my snir loads <3
funny fren= lame james. makes pple laugh

ive got no more nicknames for the rest=.=
OH WELL.

i shldnt be weeping.
wth am i doing?!

i need a hug`
one which wld give me warmth
ying`
my emo fren <33s
<33>

i think i should be guilty

but still,
i think i should say sorry.
im so sorry if misunderstandings was just bcos of those few words,
but,
it doesnt even mean anything.
oh well






WHY

oh man,
why are my friends like tt?!?!


full stop.
emo mood.
GET LOST.



YOU!
said,
ttyl dont reply.
I OBVIOUSLY DIN REPLY
AND DUH
u OBVIOUSLY DIN TALK TO ME LATER
it sucks.









ive no mood for band camp .
whyyy..
=(
everythings just going e opp direction for me..



everyone shld just GAD





AND





PEACE`.








gone `






emo`
anyway, i think amk horns sounds gr8.
cos we heard their recording for ytd's.
and, yea
thx,
COS THEY HAVE A TUTOR
desouza,
oh well
NO TUTOR FOR US THEN!
boo

thank u , mr. tan , the great
for treating us ichiband
super full.
and i realized i was super quiet and emo the whole night.
oh well





IT isnt nice`

i dont even think u rmb me anymore..
u only rmb when u need me..
whyy?
blah.
=(
u called me just to say goodnightx and asked if i was all right
crap.
emo

i found a emo friend today =.=
my dear emo friend <33s

am i really all right?
do i sound like i am?
AM I?!
oh wells




give God my very best..
eeeeeeeee-rennnn encouraged me.
cos he was guilty of hitting my head!!!!!!
and, he's bearded pig FYI!. =)) smiles.
HAHA


keith suddenly scolded me for calling him a ghost=.=
dat happened like at 4pm?!?! >.<
time lag sia he~
oh well
pink hair.....
EEEKS!!!!!


whees.
funny fren,
dont eat so much,
somemore eat supper..
pigg sia`



hornhornhorn
wheees,
i love my horn
i must improve my horn playing
in whatever waay
do my solo well

hao,
smiles kk!
cheer up =)


i rawr-ed today.... =)

ok,
prayermeet was good
God's word touched me.
well
yahh



toot aaron,
U PURPOSELY BANG MY HEAD.
I CANT THINK FOR MATHS NOW.
thx to u!
HAHA.
HMPH!
anw.
jiayou aaron, serving in the JC grp..
yea..
i think he really did alot for northwest in the past..
jia you aaron!
u are a good child! =)


anw,
YAY
I HEARD TT MY HORN IS BACKKKKKKKK
WOOTSSSSS!!!
prays hard tuning wont be off!! =))))
smiles =)
i shall go back and hug and kiss my horn!!!! =)
oops
so horny >.<
hehehes.
<33 HORNSSSSSSSSSS
and my jnirs =)))
no matter how much i scold them
i still love them <333

i was so glad to see them their jnirs!! =)
woots.
yay,.
i played well today..=))
whees.
its an honour =)
<33ss

hihi

at cla's house ..
hmmm
oh well.
i finished my 2nd e maths paper 1. woots.
1 down,
dunno how many more to go..

going to school soon. meeting jianhao on the bus later on..
my mouth's itchy.
i feel like eating loh mai kai
oops/
such a pig


thx funny fren,
again..
u made me laugh non stop.
sheesh.
thank u so much.
hah! hope ur fone bill bombs! =)
hehehe.
rawr.

YOU.
make me go crazy kk
u just called to say good nights and asked if i was all right.
okay,
obviously i wld be like, yea. im fine.
DUH.
sheeshh


prayermeet later on at kai'en house.
i miss everybody!=)
i cant wait for IT to be over.
no stress den!!! =)
yay.
hahaa


CAN U BELIEVE IT TT CLARA'S COOKING FOR MARCUS?!?!?! HAHAHAa
weird combination=.=
of,
SPAGHETTI SAUCE.
RICE
CRABSTICKS
man
LOL.
and here i am, on the com =)
whees.
no lagging here!

rots...=.=


dont forsake HIM* for other things..
He above us all,
will take care of everything.

man,
im gonna be super emo soon.
oh well

it was horrible to hear u say tt kk.
i almost cried.
ok, wth.


i think ill just sink into depression one day
and just die
sheesh.
march band camp.
i was looking forward to learning more new things.
now,
i feel nothing.
cos its YOU.


full stop.
GAD.



thx jameess, for always crapping and laming wiv me..
i really thought u were those type who were serious and stuffx.
now i know..
thanks alot! =)

ying`! dont so emo cos of HIM
he said dat,
but
he probably doesnt mean it.
cos u really mean alot..
i love liyingg!
my dearest snir =)
cheer up kkz!

i love my class <3













i love my clique too =)















random. <33s

tired

im seriously half dead.. i feel like just lying down forever.

sian.

okay, i shdnt use tt word

i should say, i got PS-ed!

crap

by so many pple.

heck

you!

left me alone ag, and ag. for other things.

CRAP.

msg u, dont even bother reply.

OH WELL

i guess u dont mean wad u say last time.

fine.

=(

im sad.

blah

how?

all of u are just ps-ing me.

ccrap

dam idiots.

.

.

.

.

.

WHEN THE........CAN U ALL STOP DENTING HORNS?!?!?

U ALL THINK VERY CHEAP TO REPAIR RIGHT

PAY URSELVES LAH

WAKE UP UR STUPID SHITTY IDEA K

TOOTS

.

.

.

all got scolded frm me

sad

i pity them

for having such a snir like me

oh

WELL.

.

.

.

HECK LAH

anw.

when i say heck,

do i really mean it?

nah

i doubt so

SHIT

ill nv mean such stuffx.

argh

im just sad

of everything

BLAH

=(

thnx

i like my gd fren.

he's psycho-ing me

not to be so into wad im doing now

BAND LIFE

this is it

no matter how stress,

i must do it

im sry fren =(

THNX rap

for sending me back to sch by taxi,

afraid dat i was late for band

thank u , alot

seriously.

=)

thnx for those pple who ate cheese baked rice

with ME

at coronation plaza.

i think i should bring u guys out more often to eat

at places

which serves nice food

BLAH

GET A LIFEEEEEE!!!! =X

hello.
i think im getting back to my emo mood again...
u dont seem to care,
u reply me those one word sms... u noe i dont like it..and u still did dat.. sigh..
is it on purpose?
wad are u trying to do??
i cant seem to read ur mind now..
we used to be so close..
now, u just totally ignore me.. =(
sigh.
i think even if we do meet, ull probable just -dao- me..
=(
i dread that to happen..
when i told u something happened to my horn..
u din even bother...
u r not concerned abt me anymore =(



today, i almost died.
oh well
cos i was wiv the percussions..
helping them to move,
and in future,
people carrying instruments,
CAN U ALL PLS BE AWAKE WHEN U ALL WALK AND DONT FALL ?!?!?!
my syf horn is dented.
oh well
prays hard tuning wont be off when after i send for repair...
im really really scared..




ahhhhhh
happy bday joey!
=)

happy bday to amanda tooo! =)
oh wells.



sigh sigh sigh
can make me smile ag?
i nv smiling so happily as before anymore.. =( sigh.
oh well..


GOOD NIGHTS FOR NOW...
ahhhhh.
my solo .
screw it.
jiayou ..
i can do it.
must psycho myself..
rawr.
rawr.
rawr.

i dont know who u're referring to, but
oh well

pissed me off today`
not like i dont tell u stuffx right.
and u kept such stuffx from me.
just bcos u think i wldnt go.
oh well
dat feeling kinda sucks.

blah`
jianhao is a lovely F&N partner!
hahaa.
stone-d agar agars.
pizzas..
AND.
Im not ur maid kk...crap.

lessons are boring.
lethargic 4 sixers.
bleh
all half aslp alreadi.
mid yrs are coming soon, and
im so dead-

yea,
syf first
BLAH
bleh
lalalala`
i had an acheivement today!!! =)
i can gliss A to high A.
wheess.


i dont like to be left out.
i dont like things to be kept from me...

good luck folks,
gold.
blah.
scary...







anw, i dont like it when u start to ignore me.or rather. just not reply me. its crappy.
u wldnt want anyone to do that to u either..
im sure u wldnt
cos u'll feel like shit.
den i dunno wad to do.. sighh..
it feels like u come to speak to me only when u need me..
crapp..
u left me alone..
again`...
i dont like it.
seriously
=(
ehh. AMINAH.
how can i ever contact u?!?!?!
I DONT HAVE UR EMAIL, BLOG ADD or HP NUMBERR!!! all i know is..
u are taking horn lessons!! hahaha. =)
PLS CONTACT ME KK!!! =)